Tonight

Tonight was good.  I feel very good to have reconnected with my friend.  We were like sisters, which probably explains the fighting like sisters.  I think we will be fine.  We both realize our mistakes and are willing to move past them and be there for each other.  I'm very optimistic about it.

I am; however, not feeling like myself.  I can't shake it.  I wish I knew what to do to get myself back.